Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
An Update on Mary
For those of you who followed my trip last year, you will remember hearing about Mary, the very special little girl who stole my heart with her falling apart shoes and gentle spirit. I wasn’t certain I would get to see Mary this year. We never know which kids will be able to attend camp; family and living situations change constantly in Kibera and we only have the supplies and staff to accommodate 150 children each week.
I tried not to get my hopes up. I knew that regardless I was going to get to spend time with so many amazing children. But I found myself holding my breath as the kids arrived the first day. You can hear their little voices screaming, laughing and singing way before you can see their faces, a joyous cacophony of sound. They rounded the bend and begun sprinting down the hill. Returning kids searching for old friends form America, the new kids looking to quickly make a connection. There are kids swirling all around me and then I saw her running down the hill, her dark round face with a big bashful grin, Mary. In that moment, my heart sighs a breath of relief. So much can happen to these kids over the course of a year, we lose kids to disease and violence, some are orphaned and forced to move in with family members or left to live on the street, little boys and girls face physical and sexual abuse more often than we could ever fathom. I don’t know don’t know the details of what Mary has faced this past year, I probably never will. But in that moment I knew she was safe and happy. She launched into my arms and my heart was bursting with joy.
Like last year, Mary stayed close to my side for the entire week. Her cousin Quinta was also at camp again this year. On the second day, Quinta gave me a note from Mary’s mother, Margaret. We sometimes get requests for money, sponsorship for school, cameras, food, ipods. I braced myself for a request I knew I would have to deny, but this note was different. Margaret simply asked me to come visit her and their home like I did last year. She said she was so grateful I had come back this year and she was praying for my time in Kenya. I learned soon after that Margaret, who has three children of her own and takes care of her niece, Quinta, had also taken on the care of three more children after her second sister had died. Margaret now cared for seven children in a home not even the size of my living room. My heart broke and yet I was amazed. What an incredible, strong woman.
Our team made the trek into Kibera for the first time the next day. My good friend Cecilia, who helps to run Homecare, made it possible for me to visit Mary’s home. We wound our way deeper and deeper into Kibera, where the pathways get narrower and narrower and it is more and more difficult not to step in the waste of garbage, dead animals and human excrement. I began to recognize where we were from my trips into the slum last year. We round a bend into a little 8x8 courtyard surrounded by mud homes. Margaret stood in the doorway of their home and her face lit up. She brought me into a huge hug, tears streaming down her face. Fellow team members and I settled into chairs in her home, as Cecilia helped to translate our conversation. Margaret explained that she had in fact taken on three more children, one who is albino and has a number of health issues. She wanted to know about my life this year and how I was doing. We chatted for awhile and then asked how we could pray for her and her family. Her request was simple, that all of her children be able to go to school and that her relationship with God would be strengthened so that she could show all of the children that kind of love. No prayers for money, or hints that they needed more, prayers for education and relationship. It made me think of my own prayers and how selfish they often were, how little this woman have and her prayers were to be able to give more. I was humbled, heartbroken and completely inspired.
Information is about the children in Homecare is hard to come by but I do know that both Mary and Quinta are attending private schools, which means a real chance at education for them both. Quinta wants to be a teacher and Mary a nurse. I can see them thriving as both. Quinta is the mother hen, always taking care of the little ones and helping the leaders. Mary is a sensitive and caring soul who I am certain will carry a healing touch given the right tools. But what sets my soul at peace is knowing that they have a mother who loves them so deeply and fights for them each day, most children in Kibera are not as lucky. I take with me the hope that I see in their family and the knowledge of what it takes to truly love one another.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Monday, August 15, 2011
Returning From Kenya
I’m back! It feels like I’ve been gone a year and 24 hours all at the same time. Coming home from a trip like this you’re always asked, “How was it?” All of a sudden a feeling of panic washes over you. How in the world could you possibly answer such a question? I’ve found in instances like these it’s important to have a stock response, two sentences or less. Last year mine was, “It was the hardest and best thing I’ve ever done.” If people ask more questions and seem genuinely interested then you can begin to open up the well of overwhelming emotions, heartbreaking stories and inspiring children. I haven’t come up with my two sentence response for this year. I’m having a little more trouble containing my 3 weeks in a nutshell.
My trip was definitely more challenging this go around. I came back to Kenya with a year full of intense experiences, most notably the illness and loss of my father, which definitely colored my time in Kenya. Seeing the tremendous suffering of the people of Kibera and experiencing my own form of suffering really challenged my view of who God is. It is hard to see God as good amidst heartbreak, abuse, starvation, abandonment and disease. The stories shared, information learned and images seen brought me to my breaking point and beyond. What kept me going is the tremendous and beautiful joy that the people of Kibera have, despite their circumstances. I have been told that happiness is fleeting and dependent on good things happening in your life, while joy is state of being that you can maintain even amidst the most difficult of times. What Kenya gave me this year was a detailed picture of true joy. I wish I could tell you I have now learned how to emulate this joy within my own life, regardless of any heartache but I am still learning. Now I have an image to strive for.
What I was also challenged by both last year and this year is how to respond. When you see a need this great what do you do? When you look at the whole picture it is completely overwhelming. I continue to go back time and time again to a piece of advice my Dad used to give me. “Paige, you can only do what you can do.” If we get overwhelmed by the severity and vastness of the need we will sometimes check out, telling ourselves, there is nothing I can do to fix this, the problem is too great. My theory on combating the overwhelmingness of it all is: START SMALL. Start with one child. One family. One school. One church. One neighborhood. Build from one relationship. My hope is that by changing the life of one child we can influence the change of a generation. Showing a child that they are loved and valued, by meeting their needs not out of obligation but out of love, will encourage and empower them to do the same. I have seen this happening within Kibera on a small scale already.
I guess my nutshell is I HAVE HOPE. Despite the tragedy, loss and hurt, I have hope. Hope for myself and my purpose. Hope for the people of Kibera. I see the possibility of change and steps being taken towards that change.
Thank you all for your tremendous support both leading up to this trip and during my time away. I can’t tell you what a comfort your encouraging words and prayers were to me. I can’t wait to fill you in on more of the details of my experience. I think the best way to that is story by story. So look forward to photos and story-telling galore. And if you still want to donate, we are keeping the fund open through the end of September!
Thursday, July 28, 2011
I'm Off to Kenya!
Monday, July 18, 2011
Almost There!
Sunday, June 26, 2011
300 Dolls Going to Kibera!
Monday, June 13, 2011
Fundraising Update and Final Stretch
Hi Wonderful Friends,
Donate Online: http://churchinhollywood.com/#/the-world/kenya
Select Kenya Mission 2011
Donate By Check:
Checks made payable to Ecclesia Hollywood
**PLEASE include in the memo line “Paige Smith – Kenya”
Email me at paigecsmith@gmail.com for the address.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Making Dolls for Kibera
Monday, April 11, 2011
Fundraising Update
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Meet KT11
Here is the first Kenya Team 2011 photo. We have such an amazing group going this year. Everyone is eager to jump in and help in any way possible. We are taking the largest group in Ecclesia history, 21 people in total. 13 folks are returning from trips past. It is such an invaluable gift to these children to return year after year. They know that they can depend on us. To donate to my journey visit: www.churchinhollywood.com/kenya and select team member "Paige Smith". A million thanks for your continued support.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
The Kibera School for Girls
More great news to share with you all. I have been officially accepted into the Summer Institute at Shining Hope for Communities! This means that I will be spending over two months in Kenya this summer.
My first month will be spent with Shining Hope at The Kibera School for Girls, tutoring, mentoring and teaching. The Kibera School for Girls is the first tuition-free, all girls school within Kibera. KSG has worked with an education specialist to come up with a curriculum designed specifically for these bright young girls who are at great risk for abuse and starvation. KSG uses a hands on and creative approach to nurture a love of learning.
Shining Hope has been an organization I have been watching and admiring for over a year now. I could not be more thrilled at the opportunity to work with them this summer. In addition to the school SHOFOC has created a community center with library and computer lab, a microfinance program, a clean water initiative, a sustainable garden to help support families in the community, and a recently opened medical clinic. The girls at KSG benefit from all of these programs. Shining Hope oversees their medical, nutritional, educational and mental health care. In essence the girls that attend KSG now have a team of advocates in their corner.
For more information on how to donate to my journey or help spread the word please see the links on the right side of this web page.
Thank you for your continued support!
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
African Comfort Dolls
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
KIBERA
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
How You Can Donate
Checks made payable to Ecclesia Hollywood
**PLEASE include in the memo line “Paige Smith – Kenya”
Email me at paigerinkenya@gmail.com for the mailing address.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Help Send Me To Kenya!
Hello Wonderful Friends and Family,
I am overjoyed to share some wonderful news with you; I am returning to Kenya this summer!
Last summer I spent three weeks working with a team from my church in Kenya. The church I attend, Ecclesia Hollywood (www.churchinhollywood.com), supports the indigenous aid groups, Ghetto Light Youth and Homecare Fellowship in the Kibera Slum of Nairobi, Kenya. The main focus of these organizations is to care for orphans, teens and widows affected by poverty and AIDS, by providing everything from meals to schooling to developing sustainable businesses. They are supported by Tirzah International (http://www.tirzahinternational.org/), an amazing organization working to empower women and children across the globe.
My experience last summer was nothing short of life changing. These children are so hungry for love and attention. Despite the fact that most of them only own 1 or 2 outfits, their shoes are falling apart, they may not eat for days at a time and face horrendous abuse, all they want is to hold your hand and to know you will return next year. How could I say no to such a simple request?
I left Kenya hungry to do more. Asking myself, how can I help these children in a meaningful way? I have been reading, researching and emailing group leaders to learn as much as I can about organizations at work in Kibera. In my quest for knowledge and understanding I have come to know the importance of involving the people of Kibera in the solution. As westerners we cannot come in with our ideas for solutions, thinking we know what’s best. The organizations that I am working with this summer are all run by Kenyans, who are from Kibera. We come along simply to support them and facilitate growth.
A few facts about Kibera:
- Kibera is the largest slum in Africa, the second largest in the world.
- 1.5 million people live in an area the size of Central Park.
- One in five children will not live to see their 5th birthday.
- Only 8% of girls will have the opportunity to go to school.
- 66% of girls will have traded sex for food by the time they turn 16.
This summer I will be returning with Ecclesia to work with Homecare Fellowship and Ghetto Light Youth once again. I have also applied for a teaching internship at The Kibera School for Girls. This is the first all girls, tuition free school in Kibera. They are run by Shining Hope for Communities (www.hopetoshine.org), an incredible organization that not only runs the school but also a community center and medical clinic.
If accepted I will be spending two and a half months in Kenya this summer. The first month will be spent teaching at The Kibera School for Girls. Next I will have two weeks to meet with a variety of Kenyan organizations and NGOs working in Kibera. I will also be facilitating the purchase of medical supplies, school supplies and clothes for the children of Homecare during this time (a project I am spear-heading under Tirzah International). Lastly I will be meeting up with the team from Ecclesia to run the camp for Homecare and Ghetto Light Youth, in addition to working in the feeding centers and schools run by Homecare within Kibera.
My hope is to not only raise the money for my own trip to but to also raise funds for the purchase medical supplies, school supplies and clothes for the children of Homecare Fellowship. I can’t tell you how great the need is for these items. Running our first aid tent last year, most of these children had never seen a Band-Aid and most certainly did not know how to take care of their infected wounds. The schools that we visited had no books, paper or writing utensils. The teachers simply lectured from the few resources they had to a group of children ages 3 to 16. And clothes. Most of the children only have one or two outfits and shoes that are falling apart. In a slum with no running water or sewage system, this puts them at extreme risk for many diseases.
I know that I can’t fix everything that these amazing kids face each day, but I can strive to make their lives just a little bit better. We are looking to make a generational change, to help them to get a classroom education along with educating them on health and wellness. And most importantly we want to show them that they are LOVED beyond measure. Please help me to continue this movement.
I will be fundraising in phases since I am piecing together my own program this summer. The first phase is raising money for my flight, the Ecclesia trip and funds for medical, school and clothing supplies. Here is the breakdown and how you can help. Every little bit helps, even $10! And all contributions are 100% TAX DEDUCTIBLE. I will also be hosting a fundraiser in Los Angeles in April or May, so stay tuned!
- Flight Cost: Approximately $2000
- Ecclesia Kenya Team Cost: $1500 (includes lodging, travel, food,camp supplies, etc.)
- Medical, School and Clothing Supplies: my goal is to raise $7000, but the more you give the more we will be able to provide these amazing kids!
How To Donate:
Donate Online: www.churchinhollywood.com/Kenya
**Please make sure to mark under "Team Member Designation": Paige Smith**
Donate By Check:
Checks made payable to Ecclesia Hollywood
**PLEASE include in the memo line “Paige Smith – Kenya”
Email me at paigecsmith@gmail.com for the address.
Other ways you can help:
Forward this email on to anyone who might be interested in the cause.
Tweet about it! Follow me @paigecsmith and post the link below.
Facebook me! Post a link to this letter.
Blog about it! Share your thoughts and this awesome cause!
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this letter, I know it’s a long one but it is difficult to sum up just how important these people and their struggles are to me. They have given me far more than I will ever be able to give them but I won’t give up trying!
If you have any questions please feel free to email. And for more information check out my blog: www.paigerinkenya.blogspot.com.
Much Love,
Paige
paigecsmith@gmail.com
Mary's Story
Mary’s Story
My time in Kenya was filled with so many stories. It’s impossible to find one that encompasses my experience. There were amazing stories of triumph over adversity, heartbreaking stories of abuse, stories of hope and joy, stories of incredible violence. And everyone on our team heard different stories; had different experiences with different children so I thought I would share the experience that was unique to me. It is not the most horrific story I heard or experienced and not the most hopeful either, but it is the one that will not let go of my heart.
The Ecclesia team ran two one week camps that each had about 150 kids. We had 18 of our own American leaders and 10-15 Kenyan leaders depending on the camp. Needless to say different kids are drawn to different leaders, no two relationships are the same. Sometimes I think that their little hearts can just recognize something familiar in yours, without words even. I had the amazing privilege of having such a connection with Mary.
The second day of camp I noticed a little girl in our group tripping over her own feet. I looked down and saw that her filthy, tattered, converse-type sneakers were mislaced and knotted. She had folded down the backs of the shoes to cram her feet in but they were not staying on very well and she couldn’t keep up with the other kids. I asked if I could retie her shoes. After some pointing and hand signals she nodded and sat down on the ground. I took off her shoes to find paper pieces falling out that were used to try and plug holes and keep her feet warm. I took the laces out of the shoes and went to work on the knots. Once I had finally untangled those I relaced the sneakers and put them back on her feet. She looked up at me with a shy but toothy grin.
Most of the children I met from Kibera had shoes that that we would have thrown away years ago, socks with holes in the heels and toes, and so many with horribly infected wounds on their feet that have never been treated (some kids had never seen a band-aid). But what touched me about this first moment with Mary was the simplicity of the problem. No one had looked at her feet when she put on her shoes in the morning. No one had looked at her feet when she left the house to travel 40 minutes on the bus to camp. No one looked at her feet when she got on or off the bus. And no one looked at her feet when she arrived at camp. It broke my heart.
After I took Mary’s hand to help her up that day I was rarely without it interlocked in mine. She found me immediately at the beginning of each day and never parted ways with me if she could help it. I had to run an art project one afternoon and as I looked to the bottom of the hill that we were on I saw Mary standing there. My teammate, Naphtali, called up to me, “She told me she’s waiting for you.” While I was doing about an hour first aid and other kids were clamoring to see what treasures the first aid bag held she just patiently waited. During the days I spent with Mary I got to help her with a lost tooth and a bit of a bloody mouth, remove a bee stinger from her hand and dry her tears, help her make a necklace and a journal, meet her entire family and see her home in Kibera, meet her teacher and see her church. All with very few words. But I don’t think it was words that were needed. She would sit in my lap, take my hand and analyze every detail of my fingernails, crack my knuckles, wrap my arm around her as tight as possible, or take my hand and put it over her eyes and bury her face in my arm. God teaches us a universal love language that allows us to show anyone just how important and valuable they are. I can only hope that I was able to give back a fraction of love Mary gave to me those two weeks. And strive to love in the beautifully, open-hearted, humble way that she does.
A Little More Information on Mary and Kibera:
Mary is a 6 year old little girl born and raised in Kibera. She lives with her Mother (Margaret), brothers: Samson (8) and Eugene (2), cousin (Quinta, 12) and her mother’s friend and daughter. They live in a mud room half the size of an average bedroom. There is a bed that takes up half the room and crude wooden furniture that fills the rest. Mary sleeps on a wooden bench every night.
Kibera is the largest slum in Africa. Approximately 2 million people live in an area the size of Central Park. There is no plumbing within the community so a stream of garbage, human waste and dead animals flow freely down the streets and paths. The children play in piles of trash. 1 in 5 children in Kibera will not live to see their 5th birthday and 66% of girls will trade sex for food by the time they are 16, many begin by the time they are 6 years old.
The education of these kids is their only hope of getting out of Kibera. But education is hard to come by. Although Kenya claims to have “free” primary education students must pay for desks, uniforms, school supplies, extra classes and state tests. Most families cannot afford this; in fact only 8% of girls in Kibera will ever get the opportunity to go to school. In response to this, informal schools have popped up in many of the churches that scatter Kibera. But these schools have no desks, no books, and no supplies. The teachers are not paid and most have no formal training and very little, if any, education themselves.
Let me know if you are interested in getting involved! I would love to chat with you, just shoot me an email.
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Officially Going Back to Kenya!
As of today I am officially going back to Kenya with the team for Ecclesia! And back to see my friend Mary! Let me tell you, this is the best news I've gotten in awhile. We are taking a team of 20 people 2/3 of which are returning. I know that the kids we've worked with before will be so happy to see so many familiar faces coming back to see them! We have our first training meeting this Sunday and I've got to get fundraising.